Rock and Life

holiday

2009-07-02T09:20:00.002+01:00

sssuuupp all ! ! first of all, let me apologize for the lag of updates, well, as u guys might guess where am i...im back in malaysia...holiday ! ! so, updates will be slow and not often, bare with me as im busy setting up gigs and having fun...hahahah, till then take care all ! !

picturesssss

2009-06-06T20:05:00.005+01:00

chris the mexican lookalike !!

Chris trying to be sleeping beauty

Chris and Hani street performing !!

summer in the pub !!

The AF0608 crew

my lecturer with his cool hat !! LOL

some promise i made

2009-06-01T21:00:00.004+01:00

I HEREBY PROMISE to MAYLING THAT I WONT GIVE UP ON MUSIC !!

IT WILL BE IN MY LIFE FOREVER !!

there u go may, i, edward tan, really mean it !!

oh yea by the way, here is also a picture that i promise that i will show u !!

im with the mixing engineer for the first album of fall out boy....he's a fucking cool guy and a great teacher !!

Just wanna say something

2009-06-01T16:04:00.002+01:00

hello all, im back and yes !! im glad that the single is out, well, im still not satisfy on the final product. Maybe its because my vocals sucks...haha, but anyway, i would love to say a million thanks to all of u out there, yes you !!

thanks to,
my parents, i love u both so much, my brother, i love u toooo....
my relatives....in london and malaysia....
all my friends in malaysia or london or tokyo or aussie or anywhere in the world.....that believes in me and supports me !!
my cool mates in london, life without u guys for one year just aint right....
my cool lecturers, which thought me so well, and have faith in me....
to the people that advices me, and guide me, u know who u are!!

I LOVE YOU ALL !!

muahhhh !!

"You were never gone" out now !!

2009-05-31T13:01:00.002+01:00

hey people, the single is out !!

have a listen at ,
myspace.com/edprojected

and for those who wants to buy the CD, hold on, the copyright thingy is going on, meanwhile, please do have a listen at it and thanks alot for all the support !!

Here it IS !!!

2009-05-25T16:49:00.003+01:00

this will be my front cover !!

version 1

version 2

and this is my back cover !!

album cover

2009-05-18T02:44:00.005+01:00

hello all, im back, and i need ur help this time. Im done with the photoshooting for my album cover, and i narrow down to these few to make it as my front cover and back cover....so, which of these u think is the best?? And dont u worry bout the colour and all, it will be finely edited after i choose it.

Each of u only can pick 2 out of these 6, and the highest two will go on =)

pic 1

pic 2

pic 3

pic 4

pic 5

Pic 6

So let the voting begins !!

please drop your comment in the comment area, not the chatbox.....

THANK YOU !!

Just a small update

2009-05-12T21:37:00.002+01:00

hey people, well im back, just for a little updates. Well, im super busy as usual...in fact im in the middle of recording, hehe, and i just have to blog, its a sudden urge....

So much to do, so little time

my to-do-list for my upcoming single and other stuff,
1. record ALOT guitar tracks
2. record vocals
3. record more vocals (backing)
4. record some extra weird things
5. alot edting for my post production
6. mixing for my song
7. mastering

and all these stuff just aint one day work, it takes alot of time, like.....alot... !!

anyway had to sign off now, got to get my ass back to work...take care people !!

current mood - blood-rushing-adrenalin-pumping
listening to - alot of stuff

More sessions

2009-05-02T12:15:00.004+01:00

hey hey, im back for a little moment, just to write something here, or not im being accused to not update, haha, well, as usual, ive been doing alot of recordings, for the next upcoming track of mine, a hard rock song, did the drums already, and it sounds awesome, all thanks to the drummer Rory Walker, and then next would be doing the instruments...hehehe

Mr Rory Walker him self !!

Used a YAMAHA CUSTOM kit for the first song,

And then a PEARL CUSTOM kit,

very unique mic style

Besides that, i also did some double bass for other people, its a fun and new experience for me, did whole lot of changes before finally record it, so difficult to record a double bass...

And thats about it...till then take care all

current mood- im revive !!
listening to- D'espairsray (redeemer)

time out

2009-04-21T23:53:00.004+01:00

Hey guys and girls, im back, but not for alot. As u can already guess, im really hitting busy now, so pack its like those accounts sheet that havent been touch for years and u need to sum the figure by now. Its so stress now, but i kinda love the stress im in now, its totally different that what u guys have suffered so far...lol....So bare with me while im on my way to stardom, wahahhaa....XD (just kiddin)

the signs of stress, hair raises, LOL, nah, its just my hair-do

now this looks more like stress !!

Nothing much to update until now, besides me having sit in the control room/studio for hours getting my music done and recording/producing other bands. And Fai is coming to London again this friday, muahahah, cant wait to see him, best friend since the age of 5....

TIll then, take care all....

current mood - lazy and sleepy
listening to - Siam Shade (get a life)

im in the calender !!

2009-04-12T18:55:00.002+01:00

hahaha, yea man, im in the calender. And some one decide to add my picture in to the design of it, and im quite happy, hahaha....thanks alot san...i really love it =)

Click on the picture to see the full size !!

Day out with lots of random fun people

2009-04-08T00:50:00.004+01:00

hey guys, just got back, well, actually not all of them are random, ive meet up with chuan, my high school mates, he's from birmingham. Had fun, at last some stress free environment.

Mr dong him self and me

The underage girl !! hahaha

i freaking like his new hair-do

And i tried a new hair today !! a typical Jrock Windy hair style, haha, end up quite nice, liking it, but it takes too long to do it...hmmm, maybe i'll just do it sometimes =)

Like it?

Distress and Coma

2009-04-05T11:59:00.005+01:00

Hey guys, im back, ive finally come to notice that i really have not been writing here regularly enough, its because my work have been piling up, more and more, after one another. Im taking a day off today, its been too much to handle, and ive not been sleeping enough lately, average 2 hours per day, max!!

My life, i would say from now on, is really all about music, and staying massive hours in the studio's. Hmmmmm, really hope that i can make it big.

While im gone from this blog, things ive been doing is all these following,

This band is an awesome Dirty Blues band that im currently working on

Rush hour in the tube

Police urges everyone to stay away, from BOMB site.

meet new friends, Jen on the left, not wendy from the right

Current mood - metal zone
listening to - The gazette

a possible ae86?

2009-03-30T22:35:00.003+01:00

I've read bout toyota is gonna reproduce the legendary AE-86, well, i certainly hope it will be going on, and it is targeted a release in 2010, and with the help of SUBARU, they are gonna make it light (which means under 1100kg), rear wheel drive (for drifters), and cheap....just like the old one....hmmm, is it possible? we'll have to wait and see. Of cause i certainly hope they will build an AE86 of next generation. Lets hope that initial d uses that new car tooo...hahahaha...

Just some thoughts

2009-03-22T00:14:00.004Z

Hey guys, im back quicker than i thought, well, not much to update, im not blogging as a daily base thing, when i have something to blog bout, then i shall blog. Anyway, im officially broke, *smirks*, haha, lets hope i can survive, gonna control my cash usage, blame it on internet shopping...haha... anyone wanna donate some to me? *evil smiles*

So, im sitting in my room on a saturday night, not too often u see me doing this, but, i have to. And here by my brain just ran through something, im missing home finally, well, im always missing the food and environment back home, friends not to miss out. Especially someone special...missing everything bout her, had a long chat with her yesterday night, a really really really long chat, and im happy that some issue that i dint even know that will occur, solve it. And i dint know our background do act as a barrier sometimes, yea i know what u gonna said, as long as both of us love each other and thats it rite? well, sometimes, i really do wanna believe in it, but, in reality, it doesnt happen that easily. But, we'll do whatever it takes to make each other happy....now that, i believe in...cause its love rite? haha, love....really do blinds our vision....

Oh, and i really do wanna rock out hard...man i miss those hard rocking days, when u are so carefree, its just u and ur guitar and a stage along side with your band mates which shares the same passion as u, and just give a hell of a rock show....its been so long that i kinda need the refreshing moments....its not that im not getting any stage time here, but its different...hmmmm, i really dont know what im saying here...haha

Anyway thats all for now, till then rock on....

current mood- having the urge to crank it up to 11
listening to - D'espairsray (redeemer)

finally its warm

2009-03-19T13:25:00.004Z

hey guys, sorry to neglect this blog for quite some time, well, ive been really busy, except going down to sheff and back to london randomly, haha, and yes its warm now in UK, flowers are out everywhere, nice blossoms....sunny, but its still chilling, especially at night it still cold...but i can feel summer coming ! ! hahaha....

Anyway not much to update, so till then take care all ! !

CHS reunion?

2009-03-11T13:08:00.004Z

hey guys, yeap, as the tittle says, haha, well, its just a few of us anyway, wooi sun, kuah, meng fai was in sheff last week. Had an awesome weekend with them, party, balling, party, drinking, balling...hahaha

My new toys

2009-03-05T20:29:00.003Z

wohoooo, few of my new toys had arrived !!

First of all is the long waited/wanted to buy Vox bass amplug, what it does is with 2 AAA batteries, then plug in directly to the bass guitar, set the tone and gain u want, finally plug a headphones to the output, and there u go, rocking on the fly, less noise(for other people) and the tone for this little baby is superbly outsanding, considering its only a small amp modelling output.

And then, it was my headphones, got another POWER PERFORMANCE headphone from the well known AKG-77, this meanie has good output and crystal clear sound, excellent response. Ideal for monitoring/ recording/ listening music, and the good thing bout this headphone is, its a closeback cans, meaning that sound from outside the headphones is 60% isolated, not all, but enough for working in tight situations. If u click on the picture on the headphones and observe the top left corner, its written, FOR PROFESSIONAL USE.....hahaha, im turning pro eh? LOL

Last but not least, its my LINE 6 BASS FLOOR POD. Yea, finally, i got something to mess around with, and all in just one multieffects,im loving the factory wah pedal on this multifx, haha, man im gonna do some Cliff Burton distorted wah ! ! The compressors in this unit is not too bad either, and the most i like bout this fx is the amp modelling, from ampeg to marshall, to fender to line 6 bass amps, all in just a twist of knob away,and of cause the 4 band EQ.

yay~~~ cant wait to test the effects during live gig.....overall i am damn happy with these stuff i bought, and u know what? i got it damn cheap....haha, u cant believe it, well compare to KL of cause.

well thats all for this time, till then i'll update soon, take care all....

current mood- fiddling with the new toys
listening to - D'espairsray (redeemer)

LIfe

2009-02-28T18:26:00.001Z

is a bitch....

someone just scolded me and unware of who am i to her....

what....sorry?
its too late

throes of perdition

2009-02-25T01:01:00.001Z

TRIVIUM - THROES OF PERDITION (DIRECTOR'S CUT)

pause the song over there ---->

now eat this metal up ! !

how on earth are u not liking this song?? its so awesome

a weekend in manchester

2009-02-24T00:07:00.005Z

hey peeps, back for more updates. For the past 3 days ive been hanging out in manchester, well, not just for fun of cause, played basketball for manchester, and guess what, RTM malaysia was there and i was interviewed by them, dont know when is it gonna be up air in malaysia, haha, do keep an eye for the news, tape it down...!!! i was suprised they know my name and i was previously from national junior. Anyway, my journey to manchester was rather boring, uncomfortable and long, 3 hours to birmingham, then transit to manchester with another 3 hours...

the usual gang, eelin and zyran

ming shen, trying to be cool/emo XD

Did i mention before that food in manchester was awesome? yea, it is awesome and cheaper than i expected, all 3 days was asian food =) orgasm ! !

john, ming shen, and ee lin

Anyway....im gonna upload some other pictures that is quite old, i know its too late to upload it...hehe, just to let u guys see more on what im doing lately...haha, i am a photo guy...pictures remind me on my life, it brings me a second by a second through my life... =)

it was on valentines day with Fah

shopping spree in westfield

chinese new year in china town london with Hoe

i never miss a chance to camwhore, teeheee

Zara, AX, DKNY !!

sneaky week !!

2009-02-17T23:34:00.008Z

i think its time for another hair cut aye?

hey guys, im back for more, well, just had a nice day out with zyran, really u cant predict better things going on today. Here it goes, zyran was in london yesterday, reached at 9pm night, both of us were damn hungry, ate at four season's, yeap, yummy slurppy duck, both of us ate the whole freaking duck, and each of us refill four times of white rice, i know....scary huh, then, after meal, i wanted to get some cash, so que up for atm, then i notice there are a bunch of girls behind me, while zyran is at another machine, and i thought they just wanted to get cash, but...eh herm, do not laugh at me after i say it, it is real, i swear to god!! and....it happens a few times to me, so as i am done getting my cash, i turn back, and walk off, and then those bunch of girls, came to me, and first i thought they gonna sell me something, but, one of them ask can they like have a picture with me, zyran was laughing straight when he heard the girls wanted a picture with me, LOL, first was a bunch of girls wiht me, then ONE BY ONE they take turns, i was kinda shy tho, lastly when its done, they said arigatou to me, haha, they thought im a JAP, maybe its the way i dress up that day...

And so after that kinda fun incident, we were itching, sudden itch for gambling, and guess what?? both of us went in with £10 each, with 2 hours, we exit with alot, im not gonna mention how much, but its alot ! ! =) oh yea, i brought zyran for a one day only rockstar treatment to the top of the world studios im using now, and he was amazed by it.

oh yea, last friday the 13th, went for megadeth, testament, and judas priest gig, once again, FRONT ROW MOSH !!! u can tell by the pictures i took. And lucky me, ive manage to get some cool picks and set list from testament, and megadeth's guitar picks, both dave and chris =). And im so glad that Jazz and Metal guru alex skolnick is back in testament, he is one bad ass guitarist.....to sum up the gig, the crowd was mad, i had some bruised ribs, zyran had been squash like a roti canai, my legs are soar, and my hair was super duper messed up due to excessive head banging, its definitely worth a 9/10 rating.

zyran and i cant wait to start head banging

skolnick shredding ! !

alex skolnick and eric peterson

dave mustaine !!

chris

"get your wings"

set list, black pick is chris, yellow belongs to dave mustaine

And thats all for the week =)
TAKE CARE ALL...oh yea, valentines suck hard anyway....being miles away from home, from loved ones...

Ps. Ed is praying hard for u to recover asap from sick, shhooooo!!! go away fever, mmmmmuuuuaaacccckkkkzzzz

london is still blardy cold, and work still isnt easy

2009-02-06T23:29:00.005Z

Well, one thing for sure, its nice to see snow, but it sucks to be in it, i hate after-snow period, its wet, everywhere is slippery, the underground closed, busses stop working,u cant get out,even though u manage to get out, it is DAMN FREAKING COLD ! ! walk outside for 10 minutes and leaving ur hands without any gloves or any warm stuff, booommm, there u go, hands feeling numb, and worst part is, it hurts, and my whole hand would turn cherry red, haha, dont know why....chinese new year with snow is the first time for me, and i am not a big fan of cold chinese new year, haha, maybe im just a little homesick, missing lots of stuff back home...

best prank of snowing ive ever seen XD

Anyway just got home not long ago, having time spent in SSL 4000 G+ for 8 hours...kinda tired, but hey, i love it, hmmmmm, being a producer and musician at the same time in a same recodring session is stressful !! anyway i am kinda wondering what my lecturer said, being a producer or musician kinda have no life, and of cause having problems if u are married, due to the time being on work is massively insane...thats what people do when we wanna get fame.....having deeeeeeepppp thoughts now

TRACK/MIC list
1. C414
2.Se7
3.SE Gemini (my fav)
4.TLM 103
5.MD 421
6.Se3
7.SE 25600
8.Rode NT2
9.Sm 57
10.TLM 103
11.Audix F12
12. DI
13.DI

wall box, all the mics plugged in

testing out placing of mics

My 2nd assitant, Justin

playing bass for the track

My 1st assistant, Alex

yea so thats it guys, hmmmmm, i know it kinda sucks me posting updates on my session only, but thats all my life is now...hahha, take care all

current mood-sinking deep in your heart
listening to - abingdon boys school (sweetest coma again)

CNY must go on !!

2009-02-02T00:11:00.006Z

Even without the "real" feeling of CNY, but it still must go on, anyway, since i last updated, i was non stop working in the studios, Keljin was invited for a recording session, he was nervous at start, but as the session goes on, he was actually not bad at all, good stuff, u can be much better if u have the proper training cause u have talent dude. And the best part of the week is kuan hoe and zhen was in london for a few days, having them beside me all the time turn up quite cool ! ! and i like it alot, at last someone im close to is in london spending quality fun time with me =)

Keljin in the control room =)

dim sum ! !

zhen showing his photography skill

Visited Westfield, its a huge shopping mall, kinda similiar to 1U, but with more upper class, high end brands and of cause high street brands too. Bought some ZARA coat for £20, credit crunch makes shoppers go crazy with all these massive sales going on.

kuan hoe trying to be kuanoldinho

tiff & co

hmmmmm...., oh yea, GUESS what? its GUESS ! !

and,

LONDON WE HAVE A PROBLEM !!!
its snowing heavily outside now, snow storm !! at this time of the year? weird.....

oh oh...one more thing...

I MISS YOU LOTS ! !

take care all

2009-01-29T10:56:00.002Z

Why am i having these kind of feeling-unsecure situation now? i am thinking bout it non stop, keep making up either its gonna be fake or real moments in my mind, am i being unhealthy? How i wish i can be there to find out some answers for my self. Sucks to be me, falling into a deep mud yet liking it.

Happy CNY everyone ! !

2009-01-26T13:24:00.002Z

gong hei gong hei ! !

XD

yea, its the time again when every kid is so damn happy to visit around, when the food is up high superbly delicious, and friends gathering around gambling or doing something fun. Too bad, im not back home, sigh, it kinda sucks being here alone, well, not to say alone, but not much of good friends around, but luckly i still do have my relatives.

The reunion dinner was good, and the afternoon dim sum was awesome =)

its not much of a cny feeling around here, even in china town, i guess, havent been down there to have a look, anyway, i here by wish u guys all the best in 2009 and succeed in what ever u all are in pusue of.

take care peeps

current mood-sucks to be in london for cny
listening to- children of bodom

can i survive?

2009-01-21T21:54:00.004Z

phew, ive never felt like this before, im facing music every second time spend in UK, arghhh, and why does funk bass needs to be that hard...lol

anyway for those who knows what im doing, ive worked on the icon desk(pro tools control surface), yamaha o2r, nice digital desk, and finally for today im on the neve genesis, its one freaking tough desk to understand, but, its fun, finally i get my hands on some real analogue desk, sounds amazing, and its connected to a G5 pro, with pro tools and logic pro 8 in it, but one thing bad bout this desk is, u never know what is gonna happen, at one point it seems perfect, at another point its working weirdly, and it heats up very fast....

this is the icon desk on "VEGAS MODE"

so to sum up what ive been doing from last post till now is,
1. recorded a vocal track for a korean ballet song (assistant enginner) cause i dont speak korean.
2. recorded a vocal track for a experimental accoustic song (as a master engineer).
3. being recorded on a cover song from "you know im no good"
4. missing some one :D
5. last but not least, still laughing at perng missing his flight back to KL

vocals for experimental accoustic

he is really one good korean singer, deep and seducing voice...LOL

if u zoom in to the paper, u might see the korean lyrics

perng while having a beer in london

And thats all for now, anyway i gonna head to bed, damn tired, man im getting old....sleeping at such early hours...sigh...

current mood- i miss everything bout u
listening to- abingdon boys school (howling)

It feels good to meet up with long lost friends

2009-01-18T12:47:00.002Z

haha, u bet it feels good to meet up with primary school friends for dinner, went for FOUR SEASON in central, along with keljin, meiling, alvin, jane....nice conversation, nice food, nice laughs, it went well. Cant wait for the next meeting, i know its long way there, but, u guys take care aight...

peace out

current mood- hungry, but waiting
listening to- Project E.A.R

post mortem

2009-01-15T10:13:00.003Z

hello peeps,how u all doing recently? well, hope 2009 is a good start for u.

Anyway, just wanna say this, having spend my birthday with only a few of friends and family, away from home, cant do stuff that u like to do on birthdays....isnt fun at all, and the thing about being 22? well, that kinda scare the shit out of me. Responsibilities? that adds more on my shoulder...how i wish i was 21 for quite a long time...work are piling up more and more, time for one day gets lesser and lesser.

Oh yea, Perng had officially missed his flight back to KL, and had to spend another 400 pounds to buy another single ticket back to KL. What a bad day for him, i did tell him not to sleep since its only few hours time to check in, but then he dooozed off, and when i reached heathrow airport, he is still back in hostel...LOL, what a trip for that guy, memorable....LOL

sigh.....

one acoustic production to finish, and another 2 electronic dance music to go....

i need to chiong ! !

take care all

current mood- i am feeling nothing
listening to - lamb of god (Redneck)

Pre-birthday celebration

2009-01-11T22:40:00.003Z

Just got back from central, it was not a bad day, i sent meng fai to the airport this morning, happy to see him doing well, despite having a heavy heart leaving UK, but hey ! ! take it easy man, im sure it will be all right.

After that, went back home to change, take bath, and after a few hours went out to have dinner, with may, vic, veronica, jess, and charmaine, they throw me a mini dinner celebration. It was somewhere near tottenham court road, central london, mehhhh, the food was not bad, neither does the price, although im not allowed to pay this meal (THANKS ALOT GIRLS ! ! ), but.....bare in mind, UK spicy=not spicy, hahaa, and the cake they bought me was a cheese cake with i-dont-know-what-is-in-it-but-it-tasted-damn-good....

being 22 aint not fun.....

sneaking whats my pressie's

Man i wish u mates are here, u know who i mean, we'll be so crazy and drunk i guess, and of cause i really wanted her to be here with me too, but it seems that situation wont be allowed....

gonna gulp that in one mouth ! !

i wonder if the wishes will come true?

Anyway, thats all for today, im gonna meet up perng tomorrow =)

current mood- happy but doesnt like the feeling of getting old
listening to - paramore (decode)

2009-01-11T15:29:00.001Z

Did i ever mention hayley williams from paramore is so so hot? damn....her voice is so kick ass...

Things ive been doing since im back

2009-01-07T09:56:00.005Z

yea, non other than only studio sessions, and more sessions, for me now, music is really part of my life, its not a little, it already conquer 70% of my body, ive only had mindset of music....

trying out all sorts of mic, and techniques to get a warm, punchy sound

alex and matt

current mood- feeling empty, missing pieces
listening to - lostprophets (4am)

sub zero

2009-01-05T10:42:00.001Z

my my, its still snowy white outside, and believe what i have to say, it is suffocatingly cold outside, even for a guy like me which loves cold more than hot would say its cold, so either im sick or it is really cold...forcasts says its -6 outside...anyone need some snow or ice?? haha...

back to darkness

2009-01-04T19:07:00.002Z

well, here i am back in London again, its freaking cold, today wont be any better although its a little warmer, next few days forcast say its gonna be -5....yea, and snowing wont be less. Anyway, really miss u guys back home, haha, and although its hot and sweaty, but i love it, maybe u guys were there, thats why i still love home. The sun, the food, the never ending entertainment, friends, and family. And this trip back to KL, alot stuff had happend, some people changed, some people dont, and, ive stand still on hope's side for one whole year just to see "someone", to seek for my final answer, but, i guess its still non other than turning me around and around...but seriously, for my 21 years of life, well, soon to be 22, in 9 days ! ! ive never felt so badly of my self before, i dont know why, but i wanted it to happen so badly, that i forgot who am i, i gave in all i could, i dont know if its enough to u, but, heck i really gave all in.

Anyway, for my new year resolution, i need to slim down another 7-10kg, haha, yes im 5kg slimmer than a year ago and i dont know how it happen, and of cause to finish my studies, be a better guy, and of cause to make u not regret choosing me, and last but not least, to get famous on my music...hahaha...

well, till then take care all, back to studio's tomorrow... =)

current mood - dizzy on missing someone
listening to - BFMV(waking the demon)

My lovely xmas/new year break

2009-01-01T23:22:00.010Z

I love u all for being there for me at all times ! !

picture expression (iii)

2008-12-16T22:06:00.006Z

Me, Ivan, Perng

Perng and me in the bus going to bristol

Perng video-ing his daily in UK

Mr juice him self

love my hair =)

current mood - rushing assignments
listening to - Alter bridge (ties that bind)

holiday season

2008-12-14T10:39:00.003Z

But not to me, LOL, this whole week is too massive for a "rockstar" like me to handle,HAHAHA, ive been to heathrow 5 times this week, st. pancrass 4 times, i know...hectic, anyway, its 6 more days ! ! im gonna have exam on thursday, and 2 assignments to hand up, ALSO ON thursday.

The good thing is, friends from all over the world came down to London, haha, gosh i miss my buddys so much, thanks for the adidas chris, and LMF perng...hahah. Anyway i think my eye bags are more like sacks now, ive only been sleeping for like 4 hours a day.

well, got to hit the road again, i'll post some pictures soon. =)

take care all

current mood - sleepy
listening to - The gazette (leech)

PS. MISS U LOTS LOTS JAYNEE ! !

2008-12-08T13:46:00.002Z

if u know and understand japanese...this is how i feel now.....

2008-12-05T14:33:00.002Z

hey guys, sorry for being stupid, im alrite.....im over it, emo has gone....

SORRY ! !

this suck

2008-12-03T19:52:00.002Z

Just when i thought everything was fine, every moment is great, and im making some progress, then....BOOM! ! i saw something really distracted, saw something i really dont like, and i HATE IT SO MUCH....

kinda hurts.....

well, nice..., now im on moody mood...great.....

happy 21st birthday to JAYNEE

2008-12-01T16:08:00.004Z

haha, cant bring u a cake, instead i'll show u one =)

Happy birthday to u dear Jaynee =)

i will say this again, cheer up kay? i do care for u, so dont feel alone...remember this day exactly one year ago?? well, i still do remember, the curve.

all the best, have a great year ahead =)

current mood- rushing ! !
listening to - nightmare (white room)

POWER METAL ! !

2008-11-30T20:05:00.002Z

this is so awesome ! ! takamizawa toshihiko and anchang together ! ! look at the cool custom guitars, this the most power match up i ever seen in jap metal history....

and if u cant listen properly, here is the song,

TSUKIHIME - Toshihiko Takamizawa

now grab ur guitar, and rock out loud ! !

2008-11-29T14:09:00.004Z

hey people, was feeling quite inspired few hours ago, haha, maybe its because ive just watched METALLICA: SOME KIND OF MONSTER, the 2 hours documentary is awesome, its so totally metallica, the ego, the controlling, the ups and down, being famous aint easy. For those people who about to rock, i do suggest you watch this movie. Well, talk bout ego, i guess everyone has it, its just that if u really want to stand by your point of view or, u know your point of view are better but remain to be silent.

decorations in Regent St.

Hmmmmm, dispite staying in a city of the world, London, i dont feel christmas at all, what i do feel is the cold wheather, but a friend of mine told me if u wanna feel it, go shopping, go spend some cash, and thats xmas, haha, what has become to the world now.

And, there is something stuck in my head for quite some time now, cant really tell it out straightfoward, but wish to show what i felt. Its hard to accept something u dont really like, knowing that u really would do anything for it to come true, but for me now its like half, or none at all but i feel im there, the things u said, makes my day, but in the other end, still knowing that its not that easy, its still underground, sigh....i guess when the time is right, and when the question is pop out, cant imagine the drama of it. I hope your answer will be ME.

Till then take care all

current mood - wanted to rock out HARD !
listening to - Metallica (St Anger)

Another song

2008-11-27T21:31:00.003Z

yeap, another song, this song is more hardcore, erm, its a short song, around 30 seconds, its for commercial usage, or anything comes in mind.

short ride - Edward Tan

new song ! !

2008-11-26T00:18:00.006Z

hey guys, this is what ive been done lately , well, not all, but one of the 5 songs...its a progressive/metal kinda rock, yet once again without vocals, cause i cant sing for nuts ! ! give me some feedback on the song, i double tracking with each guitar so it sound BIG, it took me 16 takes to finish the guitar part of the whole song, 16 tracks of freaking distortion guitar ! ! and added some distortion for the bass or else i cant hear anything once played along those huge sounding guitar, and for the intro and outro there is some piano, used my yamaha keyboard to do it, not particually nice and fab intro/outro, but somehow i think they match, finally for the drums, i like the sound and overall of drums, anyway hear it for ur self....

metal mania - Edward

current mood- in need of inspiration
listening to - versailles(beast of desire)

foosball anyone?

2008-11-23T23:13:00.007Z

UK Foosball Championship 2008

hey guys, im back, in fact back in a tired shape. I spend my weekend in bristol, having qualify for UK Championship 2008(foosball). But before that, i meet up with Ivan and Roe, nice lads, they bring me around and show me whats in Bristol....once again THANKS ROE AND IVAN ! ! And they bring me to one cool chinese restaurant which looks so expensive, but it aint.

the view inside the chinese restaurant

the mall at bristol, when modern meets old school

inside the mall

Xmas decoration on the way ! !

Roe and meeee

And then.....here comes the best part, after the tournament, i follow Eelins car back to London, 6 people, one ford focus, 3 hours ride, i dont know how we make it, and never want to try that again...hahha, thank you Eelin ! ! for the ride....had 4 seasons for dinner, then crash at zyrans crib, nice place, very inspirational, ideal for musicians to stay.

Co-driver Ken directs Giles

see!!! me, eelin,zyran, and carey, in the back seat....... -_-

Carey's "TOY" ride in London

oh yea, It snow today morning, slight snow, i dont think its even 1 meter thickness of snow, its more like a rain snow kinda thing. Man its getting really cold now, hate it. Finally, i guess i need a hair cut, its long again, but i dont wanna cut it now, want to cut it during the time im back in KL, its better and much cheaper.

Snow =)

too long too long, yari yariii....

Thats all for now, keep track and take care all....

current mood - sleepy
listening to - DaizyStripper (dandelion)

我愛

2008-11-18T23:27:00.006Z

僕が見つけた答えわ一つ、
怖くたって傷図至って、
好きな人にわ好きって伝えるんだ、
あなたが僕を愛してるか愛してないか？
そうそして僕があなたを愛してるという事実だけわ。
伝えなきゃならないことがある、

愛してる
私愛してる
私は愛する

雪の白

im such a poser....yea me ! !

2008-11-17T23:29:00.002Z

master pose 1

master pose 2

master pose 3

cam whore max ! ! if u dont like what im doing then beat it ! ! i shd be called as the camwhore GURU.... hahahaha.....

Recording

2008-11-16T23:17:00.003Z

yeap, having some sessions in studio, currently working on "project Ren'ai". The bass is really sweet, the tone kick ass, for those who know what im talking bout....it has the phat low end, thus it doesnt lose on the mids and highs, perfect pickups, perfect body, and perfect flow of the neck....

will update soon, keep in touch, and take care all

さよなら！！

Current mood - missing many people/sutff/place
listening to - Sex machineguns

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-11-13T11:24:00.001Z

happy birthday to three friends of mine which happen to be born among these 3 days....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WILSON ! !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHEN ! !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YING ROE ! !

State of the art

2008-11-11T12:57:00.006Z

hey peeps, well, sorry again to take one whole week to update my blog, feeling lazy and busy at the same moment, alright, this is what happen,

first of all, i went nottingham for Malaysian games, i played basketball for sheffield UNI, tell u what, on that day it self, its like a reunion party from high school, and primary, or college....seriously no joke, out of blue moon, i saw lots people that i lost contact, funny thing is i still remember who they are...hahaha, and well, for the basketball tourney, i only manage to get them to quater finals. Too bad i dint take much picture here. OH YA ! ! the food was great ! ! it makes me miss malaysia so much, they had nasi lemak, laksa, and all sorts of pasar malam food there ! ! and the big deal is, it taste great ! !

David, from manchester.

Then, of cause its party time, haha, imagine playing basketball the whole day, fighting ur ass off just to win games, then right after u finish the game, leg still feeling soar, and head back for party...thats why i got real drunk easily that day.

And, my bass guitar has arrived ! ! was damn happy when i heard it has arrived, after class straight flew/run/rage back to house and excitingly open/rape out the box, and man.... i thank god that i dint choose the wrong guitar...its as sexy as jessica alba...hahahhaha

My new sexy axe

hahaha, i know i cam whore alot with it, but....what the heck.... =)

till then take care all, next week ! ! SG GAMES ! !

current mood - tired but happy
listening to - Metallica (all night long)

week of massive (part4)

2008-11-04T21:44:00.007Z

Before i continue posting some photos, would like to express my feelings, erm, i miss u lots ! ! u know who u are, and how i wish i am going to langkawi with u on ur holiday ! !

now, after all the chaos, non stop chor di session, drinking, and all the non stop action, we head to Manchester to pay Carey and Tzelin a visit. I must say, Manchester have great chinese food, seriously, 3 meals a day chinese food, then we went for sing K session in manchester, haha, well, the place is not as nice as what we can get back in KL, rather dodgy looking place, oh....and u know what, we miss the last train back to sheffield, instead, we wonder around like some jakun fella...hahahha

Some food carnival

zyran feeling sleepy while waiting train to Manchester

Manchester ! !

K session ! !

3 guys and 3 "million" beers

Ee lin

i dont know what this suppose to be, but looks cool...

Haha, i know i look gay on this pic, but no choice ! !

Tze lin and Ee lin

Gambling session while i was asleep (bottom right corner) XD

Carey with his almost to be leather jacket

And i finally meet Wendy and Hau Wen in Manchester, after long long long time, reunion..hahhaa, Thanks for everything guys =), will come down Manchester more often to visit u guys =)

Wendy ! !

Clockwise, Me, Kuan hoe, Carey, Zyran, Ken, and Eelin

Now thats all guys, next week, NOTTINGHAM GAMES ! !
till then take care all.....peace

current mood - still feeling lil ill
listening to - Trivium

week of massive (part 3)

2008-11-04T00:32:00.006Z

So here am i, in the past few days, after i was con, i attended spooooky party, hehehe, no need more of my words here, i'll just continue posting the pictures.... just to let u guys know, kuan hoe's, zyran's, and Ken's hair is all done by me =)

KH, Eelin, and me

KH and Zyran

Eelin (the red gothic girl), Jun Chin (innocent girl), and Shervin (the power woman)

THE REAL HAMKA ! !

Zyran doing his thing

And now lets head for the third scene where i was in Manchester...due to some reason...hahah

week of massive (part 2)

2008-11-04T00:08:00.007Z

all right, now im back in London, i will upload the other photo's of my week of massive. Im feeling so stress out now, its been 10 days , can u believe it? 10 days away from home, all thanks to the two "SRI KL CON ARTIST". Anyway, It started with Kuan Hoe's birthday bash, finally 21, and yes he was drunk on that night, big time drunk ass...hahaha...

Me and Ken

Me, Kuan Hoe, and Wilson

Poor Ee lin, have to clean up the mess... XD

Malcolm and Kuan Hoe (before he's drunk)

Happy 21st birthday man ! !

Zyran getting Emo =)

Now this is when KH getting more drunk

Definitely drunk

And then after the party, they decided to con me to stay for another 4 days, haha, so i had to do some shopping to survive in Sheffield... =)

to be Cont.....

week of massive (part 1)

2008-11-02T02:19:00.003Z

hey all, im back, just gonna do some updates, write less and more pictures, thats my new concept of blogging, hehe, anyway, weekend with home friends feels so good, especially halloween party ! ! proper one, unlike in malaysia, no one dresses up, its different here in UK, everyone dress up, walking in streets on halloween, means seeing alot weird dress and funny make up. Anyway, i'll upload few pictures first, cause im too tired to blog now, so here u are....

me,kuan hoe, zyran

HAMKA

"the band and the manager"

current mood-full and lazy
listening to-girugamesh (終わりと未来）

sorry peeps

2008-11-01T03:55:00.002Z

hey guys, sorry to neglect my blog, been busy working and partying lately...but i promise will update more soon, so bare a while more yea...

take care all....

mmmmmuuuaaaaccckkkkssss (u know who u are )

pub session with classmates

2008-10-23T21:57:00.003+01:00

yea, random pub and random sessions, =)
its quite a nice pub though....my classmates are the coolest classmates i get in UK, they are totally off the hook...hahaha

Anyway, im off to sheff again tomorrow, yea,its like my second home now...haha, its kuan hoe's birthday tomorrow, and on saturday its Weng Tze's birthday bash...phew, pain in the wallet i say...

till then stay peace....

current mood- missing missing missing some one =)
listening to - Bullet for my Valentine

XD

2008-10-23T00:41:00.001+01:00

REITA WANNABE ! !
hahaha.....
i just do it for fun, dont go hard on me ! ! =)

To chaos or not to?

2008-10-20T23:06:00.016+01:00

hey peeps, how u all doing?

well, im fine, in fact just had a crazy weekend, funny moments always kick ass. Thanks to Zhen (the lousy host) we had fun, eh herm, i mean hectic weekend, EH HERM ! Anyway this would be a long post if i do explain everything, erm, can i skip that to just showing u guys the pictures? hehe, u know imma lazy bastard...

This is just a simple explanation on what we did,
1. Visited Windsor castle, Zhen and Wilson was too in to it....hahaa
2. As usual, a pro camwhorer will always take freaking alot pictures.
3. Club
4. Shooppppiiiinnnggg ! ! !
5. Run around like a little boy without any sense of direction... XD

And here u go...pic picSS...

Wilson doing his cool effects from his new iPhone3G

Candid

Wilson was excited of visiting Windsor castle

Peace ! !

After a while he ended up like this....

View while the train is moving

Everyone was more than ready once touch down, CAMERA, ACTION ! !

Some view outside the castle

More view before entering(invading) the castle

Start working(CAMWHORING)

Now combo....

now enough of that and lets enter the castle

Wilson jumping for joy

Lets go ! !

This is the real deal ! !

That ends up like THIS...hahahaha

Look ! ! even with his tall hat im same as him! !

Zhen was scared that he will punch him, hahahahahah

some random pictures just not to make u so bored of the castle

Mummy returns

Trying to imitate Marilyn Monroe in a funny way

Nice night view along side river

Casino anyone?

Posing in the dark

Zhen just wanna have fun....

And i just wanna pose ! ! hahaha

Snap, snaps, and more snapshot....

Zhen and Angie

Love my hair... =)

The Gang

When the flag is up means the queen is in the castle.

Home sweet Home, XD

Castle guards

So thats it peeps, hehehe, what u think bout it? cool?? well all i know is i had a blast with these guys....till then take care

current mood- sleepy
listening to - Saosin (Sleepers)

picture expression (ii)

2008-10-17T13:21:00.005+01:00

just woke up not long ago, its 1.30pm now, dint know i can sleep that much, must be too tired from yesterdays session....

And to DARLING JAYNEE ! !

no i dont call anyone darling besides my sweet "sisters", and YOU ! ! hahah, so dont say i call everyone darling, makes me uneasy....BLEAK ! !

current mood- Zhen, u better prepare for chaos
listening to - Versailles

Revived

2008-10-14T21:08:00.002+01:00

hey peeps, yea....i am feeling much much better than two days ago, all thanks to my 16 hours non stop sleeping, eat and then another 10 hours of sleeping again session.....hahahha

THANKS FOR THE CONCERN EVERYONE ! ! LOVE U ALL ! !

The good news, muahah....my bass is gonna leave japan this week or next week, means it will arrive around 2-3 more weeks ! ! WOHOO, in your face ! ! now i can hands down on my lovely instruments which i own in ! ! readers which interested in which Jrocker's signature bass i bought, i'll give a hint, its from KILLER.

Finally, i announce that this week might have less updates due to massive work ahead (partly fun too XD). But do check back soon.

Last but not least, take care and,
LOVE YA!!!

current mood- Gasping for purest air!!!
listening to - Anthem "japanese hard rock band" (the voices)

sniff sniff

2008-10-12T15:17:00.003+01:00

ahhh, im sick now, dang, dont know what it is, but my whole body felt uneasy, kinda heavy, no strength, cant breath properly, ache every where....this would be my first time being sick in UK, sobs....arghhh, i have to recover by next week, HIT ME NOW ! ! hahha....anyway not much to update now....

next weeks schedule,
1. Uni madness, working non stop.
2. Mixdown session in studio (final mix of the band ive recorded last week)
3. Gonna meet zhen in Reading.
4. Continue missing some one... =)
5. motivate my self for new inspiration.
6. Take more pictures in Reading, thats what i do best XD
7. Update this blog.

till then take care all.

current mood- im so sick =(
listening to - Avenged sevenfold (critical acclaim)

WUMF

2008-10-10T16:26:00.004+01:00

yea i should slap my self to wake up, i know i have to wake up, cant stay in this fantasy any longer, in the end, im the one which is killing my self, im the one who does not stand for my own...

Everything is too late,thus, i am feeling so close yet so far, why does this feeling occur? answer hasnt been found and seeking for this answer, will eventually scar my self more, thats what i think it is for now.... damn im so emo, should really snap out of it, i know i can do this, for the 21 years of my life, no one has made me feel this miserable.

Tell me am i too late?

Tell me i still can make it !

Just tell me faith still runs...

I need the hope from you......

Im such an ass

2008-10-09T15:57:00.004+01:00

In fact i am one, for being stupid, says stuff which never in the right time and place, im in the middle of class yet i cant focus on it, i feel guilty for making your day worst, i feel bad about not doing the right things in the right time, im sorry i dint make enough effort for the sake....

well, chances which is good to us, rarely comes, but when it does, hold it tight like you are holding on to your life, problem is i think ive missed out mine big time, seriously BIG TIME, i regret it and yet i wish for some HOPE, losing something i'd love to spend time with, losing some one that i really care about, lossing everything that meant something to my path of life, it hurts, and it does really hurt. How i wish i could turn back time, to pay back my dues, and u know i will do anything for u, once ive said it, i will....

I know how u feel and i obviously know how i feel....

私が言うことを望むすべてはある、私は愛し、これを決してそれを容易にあきらめない、私は余りに遅い知っているが、まだこの経路に信頼、実際にである私にとって重要な1 才非常にマークする私のワードを置く

私は愛する ! !　を愛してる！！

current mood- bottom floor heart breaking sad
listening to - Trivium (dying in your arms)

Sheffield-fied days

2008-10-07T20:36:00.008+01:00

I know its been almost two weeks ago, but im gonna post this anyway. Hoe is currently studying in sheffield, so does christian, Kuah, Malcolm, and whole lots more, visiting sheffield just feels like Malaysia, the place where they stay, is so "Asian" , to be more precise, malaysia, hahaha, and the air in sheffield is definitely 10 times better than London. And the prices of stuff here aint that expensive compare to London, hmmm, food is definitely much much cheaper.

First day,

MISSION

To pick up Zhen from Heathrow airpot and head for sheffield.
To con Kuan Hoe that me and Zhen was not going. Important people, Wilson, Malcolm.
Cam Whore with Zhen while waiting/wasting our time waiting for Kuan Hoe to reach. Wilson refuse to join, but to drop out from cam whore, the pictures u are about to see is very rare.
Have a walk around the town area. Do a little shopping.
Get a place to hang out.

Report- massive success.

Evidence as following,

Sheffield's train station

Rare picture of wilson (u can see im forcing him)

Town with Zhen

Midnight, while STILL WAITING for Hoe.

Some cool effects by Zhen

Too stress while waiting for Hoe

Second Day,

MISSION

Find other friends that stayed in Sheffield.
More CamWhore.
Party Hard.
Cook nice meal.

Report- more than expected, meet whole lot of new friends and party seriously hard.

Evidence as following,

More cool effects by Zhen

(L-R) Weng Tze, Malcolm, Kuan Hoe, Zhen, Wilson.

Invincible Eddie ! !

Another rare pic of wilson

Thats all for the sheffield trip.Till then take care guys ! !

current mood - Finish record for the band ! !
listening to - Trivium (new album kick hard ass ! !)

im back ! !

2008-10-06T23:24:00.006+01:00

yes ! ! im back and my lappy is with me again ! ! well, cant update alot now, just reach home, i got stuck on the highway for one hour, due to some massive accident that needs the whole fucking London police and fire department to close down the highway....dont know how the heck the accident happen, dint see it, must be some big ass lorry overturns and block the whole highway that caught the most of london police and ambulance and firedepartment on duty just to block the highway, anyway very tired and will be busy tomorrow, have to record a band.

stay tune ! ! the next post will be a nice/official/ more like a real post.

now jaaa,
すぐに会おう

current mood- freaking happy yet tired
listening to - trivium (kirisute gomen)

_________________________________________________

Ps. im very happy to receive my new picks that i ordered it 2 weeks ago from JAPAN ! ! wohoooo~~

from sex machineguns/ anchang, X-japan/ Hide, Luna sea/ Jun onose, to The Gazette, Reita.
_______________________________________________________

Im so screw-ed

2008-09-29T12:31:00.002+01:00

Damn, i now dont have my hse keys with me, i dont have my baby mac with me and im stuck with this computer with hard-to-type keyboard, gosh, the trip was fun, but time taken on travel aint.....

And it took me 20 minutes to write all this, damn the keyboard. Anyway, no update for the moment, not untill i get my Mac back, sorry for the delays, but i will be back with u guys soon....and there is a special guest blogger on the next post, so keep track in a few days (or weeks) hahahahhaha.... take care

current mood- feeling shitty
listening to -Metallica

Finally

2008-09-25T23:21:00.006+01:00

Just got home from meeting up another friend of mine which is "long lost little phui yin" , haha, well, im so glad that we finally meet up, had a really good catch up with u, and i hope u do ur best and good luck for ur bright future ! ! and yes i will update u more IF U ONLINE OFTEN ! ! !

Anyway, heading off to sheffield in another 7 hours.....must have fun ! !

and here are the pictures for today,

hmmm, while waiting, camwhore abit

walking to "dont know where"

Ohh, nice car, let me go have a look

black beauty

yellow power ! !

but ewwww, green.....

amazed by the cars and end up lost

finally meet up with phui yin =)

told ya the picture taken in tube was much nicer ! ! XD

till then take care all

current mood - excited ! !
listening to - Versailles

I've been PUNK'd

2008-09-24T21:15:00.004+01:00

I cant believe ive been punk'd

seeRYERSlee....thanks for the punk ! !
my heart pumping so damn hard while u guys tell me the "good" scam, damn u ! ! hahahhaha....

to the other readers that dont understand this, do not ...!!

And tomorrow should be a great day, and the day after tomorrow, would be massive fun! Cant wait. By the way, had my exam today, did great, but i want more, hahah. Next up, chaos here i come! ! oh yea, im so into jazz now, for the moment, dont know why and wont try finding out why, love at first sight "hearing". Thats all for today, have fun and take care guys....

current mood - hitting hard rock bottom for being scam yet happy (weird huh...)
listening to - J (break)

Saturation

2008-09-23T10:14:00.003+01:00

Life, is the most important things in everyones life, catch it while u can.
Everyone has something important to do, there is only one chance of living this,
everyone is doing what they feel like.

And what are u waiting for? embrace your dream.

some cool editing stuff

2008-09-20T16:26:00.003+01:00

current mood - The famous musical work which hides
listening to - J (pyromania)

Just another update

2008-09-17T21:43:00.005+01:00

Hey guys, i know i've not been updating as often as last month, but anyway, just to briefly update u guys, i've been to few of the last festivals for summer in London, which some how is organized by my classmates, its a public festival, which is held from London Eye all the way to London bridge, yea, imagine that freaking long stretch, well, it was full of ppl, LIKE REALLY CRAMP ! ! And now for the good news ! ! i just received my first music project, like a mainstream one ! ! damn happy, going to record a bass track for this artist, i cant name it now due to legal reasons, but when im done, will let u all know, hahahahahah, and i might tour around japan, taiwan, and UK too ! ! well of cause as a guest musician. And dont worry, im still studying of cause, wont leave my Uni .

Anyway, i fell in love with this song,

J - Twister

and i almost bought his signature bass guitar, almost ! ! until i decided on other bass guitar...hahah...

so thats it for now, till then

take care

current mood - adrenalin rushing
listening to - J (twister)

picture expression

2008-09-13T09:27:00.001+01:00

This is what its like to wake up in London.. -_-

This is cool as hell

2008-09-11T21:56:00.001+01:00

Trivium - Down From The Sky

Update

2008-09-09T21:28:00.006+01:00

Me working on the recording Desk

WOhoooo ! ! i am so glad that my new campus kick ass ! ! everything is so awesome, now i can use any studio of my choice, and the best damn thing is these equipment in studios are PRO level, many famous artist such as JAY Z, KANYE WEST, LINKIN PARK, MUSE, and more had all use these MEAN MACHINES to produce and record their work.

All these pictures, its not even half of the studios in my UNI, there are MORE ! ! my building has 8 floors, 2 floors are classrooms, 1 floor is office, 1 floor is workstation and launge, and FREAKING 4 FLOORS of madness ! ! and now i have new super high tech Student ID card, even class room require my id card to be tag before entering, or else it wont open, so basically no outsiders at all!!

nuff said pictures time....

5.1 surround sound for advance sound mixing

Super multi track ! !

one of the smallest editing desk

MOTHER OF ALL DESK ! ! SSL ! !

Greenroom for making superman real ! !

My workstation in UNI

Now hows that?? i will get more picture when im free, since i have more drive to study in the new building and hang out there more often, till then take care ! !

current mood - excited
listening to - Slipknot (psychosocial *CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD* )

Moving

2008-09-08T16:40:00.004+01:00

hey mates, just got back from the weekend in southend, cool place, definitely a great place to spend during summer, beach, casino, entertainment malls, and a fun fair. Its like a mini Vegas, hahaha, Any convoy?? haha, anyway yes my Uni is moving to a bigger campus, more studios, more pro stuff, ssl, yamaha, up to 60 track desk, u name it we have it, and im starting class in the new campus tomorrow, hahaha, i'll show pictures when i get there tomorrow.

and my blog is only 31% evil??? hahah

see ! ! im not so evil, not like what rachel always say, "edward is evil ! !" . sorry and thats not true...hahahahha

till then take care

current mood - Feeling insecure and i dont know why
listening to - Slipknot (Psychosocial)

Rock-tember

2008-09-05T20:08:00.005+01:00

haha, i know...the tittle sounds weird, but

ROCK + SEPTEMBER = Rocktember ! ! get it??

know why its rocktember? because this month is the release of many well known band's new album, ive been waiting so long for the new album of the following band that release this month,

1. TRIVIUM
Their new album named SHOGUN, and matt is back to his old singing, but this time, better, with some growling, and alot of melodic chorus, hard thrash is back to stay ! ! I would say this band is worth the money to buy their CD. Due to release on 30th of September. My rating for this new album, (9/10).

2.SOULFLY
What happen when two guitar maestro meets together? they form a freaking cool riffing heavy band, the help of Marc Rizzo, Max Cavalera's soulfly is never been so good, one heavy riff after another. Their CD already in the market, soulfly fans, GRAB EM'. My rating for this new album, CONQUER, is (7/10), well i still think Max conspiracy kick ass.

3.METALLICA
The long awaited legendary Thrash Metal Band that inspire every new metal band, from what ive heard from their new release *sneak preview*, it sounds awesome, back to their old days, although not as harsh as their peak times (80's-90's). But hey, Kirk's solo is back ! ! Jame's riff and singing always catches everyone's ears. Since their let down album from St. Anger, i almost give up hope on this legendary band, but with their new album, my hope has revive. Album will be release September 12 worldwide. My rating for this new album MAGNETIC SHOCK, (8/10). Master of Puppets is still master song and album of the light years.

4.SLIPKNOT
Yes ! ! 666 is back!! with their new album ALL HOPE IS GONE already hitting the market now, and with the hit single, physchosocial really hitting the rock charts. To me, their new album does kick ass, with a more balanced guitar playing among Jim Root and Mick Thompson, they certainly sound so good, especially on this time, Jim Root shows what he is capable of, while Mick Thompson still is one of a slaying metal guitarist of the century. So their hope is not gone!! hahah, my rating for this new album, (8.5/10). Check it out.

5.DRAGON FORCE
The new age "nintendo" metal band, as hard hitting as their last album, this new album ULTRA BEATDOWN certainly is ultra astonishing. In what they do best, fast tempo, nintendo sounds, special effects and old school vocal singing. But i need something new from DragonForce, something refreshing, yes i do agree with the most of you out there, no doubt that HERMAN and SAM is one of the fastest guitarist, but i need some special from them. So overall they dont suck, but i wont on purpose listen to this new album, a fun to listen tho, my rating, (7/10).

6.DREAM THEATER
Without a doubt, even though you havent listen to their new stuff, but the name it self will drive you to listen to their new CHAOS IN MOTION album. Guitar master Petrucci, and Bass guru John Myung, by their name it self, chilling spreading through my spine already. This new album is also a DVD set. This is a worth your money to buy album. I rate it, (8/10).

7.NIGHWISH
The "nemo" finnish ochestra rocker, new album is already out. With bassist and co-vocalist Marco singing more, its definitely noticable changes in the songs structure, i find the new "structure" from nightwish is good, i say its a benifit to them, although their fame and name in the industry is not as famous as the other band i mention, but worth time TRYING listen to this new album THE SOUND OF NIGHTWISH REBORN. My rating, (7/10).

There you go guys, the month of Rock-Tember.Be sure to check on them, and rock on mates. TAKE CARE GUYS.

current mood- kinda dissappointed in somethings
listening to- trivium (into the mouth of hell)

no need for a tittle

2008-09-02T22:46:00.002+01:00

Im quite suprise that now a days, most of my bunch of friends are gonna end up outside malaysia, some for studies, some working, and some unknown reason, and most of them, either end up in UK, or Aussie, although there is some in other places in the world. This automatically hints my self that, malaysian degree tidak boleh diharap, or malaysians are just getting richer, or its a must for now a days teenager to have studies outside malaysia, of cause if u can afford it *IM NOT TRYING TO OFFEND ANYONE* . Anyway, for those which already graduated this year, congratz, wish u the best for the REAL adult world, and those which are going to overseas, good luck too, trust me, u'll need alot of LUCK, tehee...*slaps my slf for laughing so gay* i mean, muahaha.

Sigh, to think about it, im actually damn freaking slow lo, next year only graduate, its like other friends of mine already earning money looo, and im still studying, i wanna have a taste at the real deal ! ! earning cold hard cash in what u are good in ! ! not just part time job. Well, it also hints my self, again, that maybe god wants me to have fun more for the time being, cause for my type of job, its always rushing, so yea, i'll definitely try to enjoy doing what i like now.

Just came back from meeting up Kuok Chern. He is back from malaysia for his last semester, and after this he is officially an ACCA accountant, need his help?? gimme a ring, and i let him know. And i see a very good future of u, seriously, all the best aight??

Anyone wanna lend me some music gadgets *instruments, monitors, speakers...* ??? im bored to death by just a classical guitar and a piano.

teheee..... *SLAPS MY SELF AGAIN*

sorry

till then take care

current mood- needs a whole new inspiration
listening to- Sugizo

Emo Bomb

2008-09-01T02:04:00.006+01:00

why we humans always have thoughts, thoughts that make us happy just thinking about it, thoughts that brought us down, here again, im having thoughts.Frankly, i miss something, i miss everything, yet im not sure if its what i miss. I know this might sound confusing, but im confuse, im thinking if i am in the right place, the right time....of cause when i first knew you, it hurts to see another guy around you, since then, we spent more time, and i think it hurts me more despite me being so far now.... it sucks to be me now...

i miss walking you home,

i miss the time when we hang out,
i miss u called sudden and ask me out just for a snack,
i miss when ever i joke, u'd make up a better one out of mine,
i miss the crying face of yours when i was leaving,
i miss the way u talk to me when i need you,
i miss times when ur holding on to me,
i miss the way u look at me,
i miss your cute angry face,
i miss that hair of yours,
i miss waiting for u,
i miss your voice,
i miss you

i miss everything about you....

But what the heck, like i can make any difference now, u once said u'll wait, but like its gonna happen, its not that i dont believe in what you've said, but reality is different, i've live long enough and "lucky" enough to went through all sort of REALITY of this world, but yet i still put faith in what u've said....hmmmm, why?? only god knows....

51st

2008-08-31T00:48:00.002+01:00

Zomg, i totally forgot about Merdeka until i saw it on Terence's blog, LOL, happy merdeka guys, for those friend of mine in malaysia...or those which are outside malaysia but have merdeka in their hearts,i know ur partying hard now, as i will do the same if im in KL now. =)

Ahhh, i miss merdeka eve, celebrating with my mates, getting wasted, LOL, the most is i miss my SOM gang, i still remember there is one year we convoi to genting just for one night...hahahha, used merdeka as our lame excuse to party.

I miss you guys ! !

take care

current mood- moodswing
listening to- Gackt (redemption)

PS. ive made up my mind on which guitar to buy. stay tune if u wanna know which one im getting. XD

so which one????

2008-08-28T18:19:00.002+01:00

I REPOST THIS CAUSE RACHELS TAG PUSH THIS DOWN AND I NEED SOME SUGGESTION! ! !

you know there is some point in life that u really want something(more than one), but u only can have one ! ! but both is also your dream gadgets/toys/ "anything u like", and the cravings for both items is high, i really wanna work my mind out so i knew which one to pick, but i WANT BOTH ! damn i only have budget for either one, and if i can and have the money, i will buy both, but i only can take one ! ! im so in dilemma now, help me... =(

its either this baby

Bc rich special custom

or this sexy

Esp custom Noisy

how how how??? which one u prefer more?? which look is super rocking look?? PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT for me (not in chat box), and tell me which guitar, and why u choose it or tell me why it suits me.... THANKS

aggghhhh ! ! i really want both ahhhhh.....anyone wanna sponsor me one??? XD

~edited~
really need some of suggestion from your point of view...

TAGGED BY RACHEL (YES AGAIN?!!!!)

2008-08-27T16:43:00.005+01:00

-_-, that butt itchy rachel, always nothing better to do....haih...

here it goes

Compose a list of YOUR top ten most sexiest famous men, but to me instead of sexy men, i did kickass rocking men, muahahah, and u all must do SEXIEST MEN ! !

Collect a picture of each guy on your list
Post them in your journal
Tag three people to do the same

AND I TAGGED KRAZY, AUDREY AND ANNIE ! !

shit, men ah, sexy ah?? how to do it ! !

alrite here goes

10. Alexi Laiho, guitarist of the band children of bodom

9. Uruha , guitarist of the band Gazette

8. Nikki Sixx, Bassist of Motley Crue

7. Reita, bassist from Gazette

6. Yoshiki, Drummer of X JAPAN

5. Matt heafy, guitarist of Trivium

4. A BIG NOMINATION OF MY SELF, mauahhahahahaha

3. the late Hide, from X japan

2.Duff Mckagen, former Guns and Roses, current Velvet Revolver bassist

1. Synyster Gates, Axemen of Avenged Sevenfold

HAPPY NOW RACHEL ! ! muahahahaha, its stil guys, wauahahahhahaha

IN YOUR FACE ! !

TAGGED BY RACHEL

2008-08-27T16:09:00.003+01:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 16.10pm
Name: Edward Tan
Sisters: none
Brothers: one
Shoe size: 13
Height: 193cm(rachel i am taller than u by 28cm... wahahaha)
Where do you live: London
Favourite drinks: any nice stuff
Favourite breakfast: dont really eat breakfast
Have you ever been on a plane: duh
Swam in the ocean: done that
Fallen asleep in school: yes indeed
Broken someone's heart: erm, heck like i know....maybe....
Fell off your chair: we all did, dont we??
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved e-mails: what kind of question is this? no... !
What is your room like: freaking godzilla messy
What's right beside you: window
What is the last thing you ate: Italian sandwich
Ever had chicken pox: -_-
Sore throat: WTF?? who doesnt??
Stitches: yes
Broken nose: no
Do you believe in love at first sight: erm, maybe.....
Like picnics: yea, it will be fun
Who was the last person you danced with: hmmmm, good question, but i forgot
Last made you smile: some stupid chap fall down by his own and nothing around him....
You last yelled at: I AM GONNA YELL AT RACHEL ! !

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: of cause
Kissed anyone: no
Get sick: no
Talked to an ex: no
Miss someone: yes
Best feeling in the world: kick ass rock show
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: maybe, when im still little ED
What's under your bed: floor??
Who do you really hate: hmmmm, no one
What time is it now: 16.18pm

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: is this tag thing just to make annoyed ppl??
Q: Do you want children: depends
Q: Do you smile often: yes
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: not really
Q: Are your toenails painted: no
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: LEAH DIZON ! !
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: white/green
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: mixing music
Q: I can't wait till: X JAPAN CONCERT ! ! and my EURO trip with friends
Q: When did you cry last: woah, i think thats like ages ago
Q: Are you a friendly person: SUPER ! !
Q: Do you have any pets: yes, two doggie

LAZY DO THIS PART SKIPED ! !

all below is from RACHEL NG ! !
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? -
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? - of cz
Do you sleep with the TV on?- sometimes
What are you doing right now?- d tag
Have you ever crawled through a window? -uhm.... nope
Can you handle the truth?- depends
Are you closer to your mother or father? - mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of? – my bf
How many people can you say you've really loved? - many
Do you eat healthy? - does mcd count?
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - no... v din take pics
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? - yeah, eg, after a quarell
How often do you go to church? – aint a christian n i went there 1ce 4 5mins oni
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? - every1 n start toking crap happily
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? – loud
Are you confident? -sumtimes

5things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)
1- running around
2- more running around
3- making noise
4- annoyed any ppl
5- and more jumping n running all around d place

5 things on my to-do list today
1- sleep
2- eat
3- record some guitars
4- blog
5- "free slot"

5 snacks I enjoy
1- jap sushi
2- ice cream
3- fish and chips
4- kebab
5- crisp

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- fly all around d world
2- buy all exist guitars, bass, drums
3- stay in japan ! !
4- market my band to the world
5- get a lambo

5 of my bad habits
1- multitasking
2- ignore
3- fucking lazy
4- bullshiting
5- short temper

5 places I have lived in
1- London
2- Tokyo
3- Kuala Lumpur
4- Singapore
5- Studio

5 jobs I've had
1- being an elder son
2- rock out
3- manager to my uncles restaurant
4- student
5- and a friend

sorry guys, but i have to tag five of u...so here it goes
i tag
1. Richard
2. Li Ying
3. Eong Xien
4. Alison
5. Vickie

I N B E T W E E N

2008-08-26T21:57:00.005+01:00

you know there is some point in life that u really want something(more than one), but u only can have one ! ! but both is also your dream gadgets/toys/ "anything u like", and the cravings for both items is high, i really wanna work my mind out so i knew which one to pick, but i WANT BOTH ! damn i only have budget for either one, and if i can and have the money, i will buy both, but i only can take one ! ! im so in dilemma now, help me... =(

its either this baby

Bc rich special custom

or this sexy

Esp custom Noisy

SMG is back ! !

2008-08-23T21:15:00.005+01:00

YES ! !

FUCKING ROCK AND ROLL ! !

Sex machineguns is back to their business, which is rocking out again ! ! finally the long awaited 5th generation of Sex machineguns, once again led by the genius him self, ANCHANG, anyhow they are back on tour in JAPAN.

hmmmm, the new song, like it, but not love it, yet dont hate it....

i still prefer CV panther, and noisy on the line up, the new bassist looks so kiddy, and the fat yngwie malsteem look a like guitarist still had not impress me, what impresses me is ANCHANG, keeping his faith in SMG, and man ! ! his voice still kick ass, after a long break, he still can hit the high notes during live, and his guitar licks, its killer, believe me, HE FUCKING KICK ASS ! !

so to show u its the truth, here is two videos that SMG gigs around japan recently,

till then rock on ! !

current mood- happy to see my mom in LONDON ! !
listening to- Sex machineguns (HEAVY METAL THUNDER)

R. I. P.

2008-08-21T21:38:00.005+01:00

this post is to tribute to my fellow ex CHS-ian, i knew what happen, Wong Ju Liang, u battle hard enough, although i may not know u well, but rest in peace, your memories will not be forgotten by your love ones.

say goodnight (bfmv) - Edward Tan

this song is dedicated to u, its for Alex's project, but i think the feeling of the song suits u, now a minute of silents for Wong Ju Liang,

take care all and rock on

Soul? or Passion?

2008-08-20T20:18:00.002+01:00

Ever wonder, what it is that has the drive to makes us never give up? to go all out? Well, i certainly need lots of drive. Imma lazy bumb, i may handle things well, but sometimes, when laze takes over, im totally a dead man, doing nothing and carefree.

And for my mindset, passion or connected soul....which is the one that dominates?? which is the one that sets the rule straight ! ! well, i say both, without them, life is pretty boring. And most important of all, im in this field of battlefield that needs alot of passion and soul to keep moving forward, yes u may have the talent to have a jumpstart, but in the end, passion and soul still sets things right.

Many musicians that cant read scores, know nothing about music fundamentals, but they still stand out. Why?? cause they feel it, when they play the music, they attach them self into the music, and the passion they have takes them one step ahead. Music aint about a flat response, they have a dynamic range, which makes music more musical, just like human, heart beep goes up and down....thats the feeling we must get our passion on, FEEL it ! !

In modern music, many songs came from a background of stories, sad, happy, angry, hate, u name it we have it, and that my friends, i call it inspiration.

till then take care and ROCK ON

current mood- I NEED ALOT OF INSPIRATION ! !

listening to - Luna Sea (i for you)

Soulfly KICK ASS

2008-08-17T00:29:00.006+01:00

Just reach home from soulfly's London tour,

Oh My God,

they kick hard ass!! this is officially the best heavy metal gig ive been to *hope trivium will top this* . Max is such a guitar destoyer, riff machine i say...and Marc rizzo's solo is the bomb, non stop sweep picking, and a pure genius shredder. Luckly i reach early, not to say damn early like those true fanatic, but early enough to be infront ROW BABY ! ! yea, i know u wont believe it, but but but...i got pictures to show...and u tell me if its not front row...u know what, i got MARC RIZZO's pick, he threw and i grab...haha...the moshpit behind me is totally out of mind, HARDCORE ! !

Marc Rizzo's pick DUHHH

Opening Band

And for the aftermath, i am now out of voice,cause i scream my lungs out and my neck sore cause i headbang NON STOP, last but not list my leg sore because of the mad jumping...hahhaa, THANK YOU KERRANG ! ! too bad i cant get tomorrows ticket, where avenged sevenfold is performing, i bet they are gonna top my best gig 2008 list, LOL

alrite nuff said, picture time...

ahhhhh....satisfying metal GIG *fist in the air*

till then rock on and take care guys

current mood- tired

listening to- im now deaf for the moment, resting my ears...XD

Nothing better to do

2008-08-10T00:16:00.004+01:00

haha, despite facing music on long hours, need to rest my ears, cause it aint that sharp if i continue working for HOURS ! ! anyway, to refresh my mind and ears, and nothing better to do, camwhore to max....

working on music in long hours makes u look like this

what now??

a guy cant camwhore??

whos statement is that??

i know im posing to max...what can u do?

sue me....XD

muahahhaha ! ! !

current mood - dreaming about rocking on a SUPER HUGE stage one day

listening to -->

BACK!!

2008-08-08T23:06:00.010+01:00

hey, im back, well technically back in greenford, cause i forgot to bring my lappie to high street kensington, so yea, been staying over there for 3 days, and finally i watched DARK NIGHT ! ! man, it is good, real good, storyline kick ass, actors/actress are insanely amazing ! ! now this is what i call a superhero story, not all has to be happy ending....too bad heath died, will there be the third episode? i wish, cause the story is getting darker/gothic/ insane....

three cheers for the movie...CHEERS CHEERS and CHEERS ! ! !

anyway back to working as usual, my music stuff of cause, im on a project now, making music for director alex, haha, can u chill ah alex, making music is more hard than u imagine, good news for u, im done with the 2nd song, now on the third song, so relax, by the time u finish shooting ur movie, my music will be done...

to give u a sneak preview on what the songs sound like, i'll just explain,

song 1 sounds like - its a dance track, fast tempo, hard beating beats, techno/trance influence.

song 2 sounds like - its a metal song, without vocals, fast tempo, emo feeling, heavy bass.

song 3 sounds like - its a acoustic music, everything played/sang by me, emo.

except song 3, other songs are under final mixing, well, besides for alex, when im done i will post the songs up here for some comment, so wait a lil longer yea... TIll then take care all and rock on.....

current mood- no time for mood swings ! !

listening to - Zilch (psyche)

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PS. happy 080808 people ! ! and beijing olympic has officially started ! ! amazing opening ceremony, astonishingly the best opener among all host, GO China and USA and Spain basketball team... XD

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Things i cant live on without them

2008-08-03T17:06:00.006+01:00

my MAC

my IPOD

Matching skin eh =)

and of cause my camera phone, LOL cant snap a pic of my phone.

My mac will kill time for me,

My ipod will give me inspiration anytime anywhere,

And my phone is to get connected with u guys.....

だれでも尋ねる私に! 喜ぶ! 私のバットが椅子とすぐに形成する筈だことを実際に死に、1 日中一晩中ここに坐って退屈する、im 及び私は考える。

current mood- im bored, someone ask me out plssss

listening to- Bullet for my valentine (waking the demon)