picture expression (ii)

just woke up not long ago, its 1.30pm now, dint know i can sleep that much, must be too tired from yesterdays session....

And to DARLING JAYNEE ! !

no i dont call anyone darling besides my sweet "sisters", and YOU ! ! hahah, so dont say i call everyone darling, makes me uneasy....BLEAK ! !






current mood- Zhen, u better prepare for chaos
listening to - Versailles

Revived

hey peeps, yea....i am feeling much much better than two days ago, all thanks to my 16 hours non stop sleeping, eat and then another 10 hours of sleeping again session.....hahahha

THANKS FOR THE CONCERN EVERYONE ! ! LOVE U ALL ! !

The good news, muahah....my bass is gonna leave japan this week or next week, means it will arrive around 2-3 more weeks ! ! WOHOO, in your face ! ! now i can hands down on my lovely instruments which i own in ! ! readers which interested in which Jrocker's signature bass i bought, i'll give a hint, its from KILLER.

Finally, i announce that this week might have less updates due to massive work ahead (partly fun too XD). But do check back soon.



Last but not least, take care and,
LOVE YA!!!



current mood- Gasping for purest air!!!
listening to - Anthem "japanese hard rock band" (the voices)

sniff sniff

ahhh, im sick now, dang, dont know what it is, but my whole body felt uneasy, kinda heavy, no strength, cant breath properly, ache every where....this would be my first time being sick in UK, sobs....arghhh, i have to recover by next week, HIT ME NOW ! ! hahha....anyway not much to update now....


next weeks schedule,
1. Uni madness, working non stop.
2. Mixdown session in studio (final mix of the band ive recorded last week)
3. Gonna meet zhen in Reading.
4. Continue missing some one... =)
5. motivate my self for new inspiration.
6. Take more pictures in Reading, thats what i do best XD
7. Update this blog.






till then take care all.


current mood- im so sick =(
listening to - Avenged sevenfold (critical acclaim)

WUMF

yea i should slap my self to wake up, i know i have to wake up, cant stay in this fantasy any longer, in the end, im the one which is killing my self, im the one who does not stand for my own...

Everything is too late,thus, i am feeling so close yet so far, why does this feeling occur? answer hasnt been found and seeking for this answer, will eventually scar my self more, thats what i think it is for now.... damn im so emo, should really snap out of it, i know i can do this, for the 21 years of my life, no one has made me feel this miserable.



Tell me am i too late?

Tell me i still can make it !

Just tell me faith still runs...

I need the hope from you......

Im such an ass

In fact i am one, for being stupid, says stuff which never in the right time and place, im in the middle of class yet i cant focus on it, i feel guilty for making your day worst, i feel bad about not doing the right things in the right time, im sorry i dint make enough effort for the sake....

well, chances which is good to us, rarely comes, but when it does, hold it tight like you are holding on to your life, problem is i think ive missed out mine big time, seriously BIG TIME, i regret it and yet i wish for some HOPE, losing something i'd love to spend time with, losing some one that i really care about, lossing everything that meant something to my path of life, it hurts, and it does really hurt. How i wish i could turn back time, to pay back my dues, and u know i will do anything for u, once ive said it, i will....

I know how u feel and i obviously know how i feel....


私が言うことを望むすべてはある、私は愛し、これを決してそれを容易にあきらめない、私は余りに遅い知っているが、まだこの経路に信頼、実際にである私にとって重要な1 才非常にマークする私のワードを置く

私は愛する ! !　を愛してる！！


current mood- bottom floor heart breaking sad
listening to - Trivium (dying in your arms)

Sheffield-fied days

I know its been almost two weeks ago, but im gonna post this anyway. Hoe is currently studying in sheffield, so does christian, Kuah, Malcolm, and whole lots more, visiting sheffield just feels like Malaysia, the place where they stay, is so "Asian" , to be more precise, malaysia, hahaha, and the air in sheffield is definitely 10 times better than London. And the prices of stuff here aint that expensive compare to London, hmmm, food is definitely much much cheaper.

First day,

MISSION

• To pick up Zhen from Heathrow airpot and head for sheffield.
  
• To con Kuan Hoe that me and Zhen was not going. Important people, Wilson, Malcolm.
  
• Cam Whore with Zhen while waiting/wasting our time waiting for Kuan Hoe to reach. Wilson refuse to join, but to drop out from cam whore, the pictures u are about to see is very rare.
  
• Have a walk around the town area. Do a little shopping.
  
• Get a place to hang out.
  

Report- massive success.

Evidence as following,

Sheffield's train station

Rare picture of wilson (u can see im forcing him)

Town with Zhen

Midnight, while STILL WAITING for Hoe.

Some cool effects by Zhen

Too stress while waiting for Hoe

Second Day,

MISSION

• Find other friends that stayed in Sheffield.
• More CamWhore.
  
• Party Hard.
• Cook nice meal.

Report- more than expected, meet whole lot of new friends and party seriously hard.


Evidence as following,

More cool effects by Zhen

(L-R) Weng Tze, Malcolm, Kuan Hoe, Zhen, Wilson.

Invincible Eddie ! !

Another rare pic of wilson

Thats all for the sheffield trip.Till then take care guys ! !


current mood - Finish record for the band ! !
listening to - Trivium (new album kick hard ass ! !)

im back ! !

yes ! ! im back and my lappy is with me again ! ! well, cant update alot now, just reach home, i got stuck on the highway for one hour, due to some massive accident that needs the whole fucking London police and fire department to close down the highway....dont know how the heck the accident happen, dint see it, must be some big ass lorry overturns and block the whole highway that caught the most of london police and ambulance and firedepartment on duty just to block the highway, anyway very tired and will be busy tomorrow, have to record a band.

stay tune ! ! the next post will be a nice/official/ more like a real post.








now jaaa,
すぐに会おう


current mood- freaking happy yet tired
listening to - trivium (kirisute gomen)

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Ps. im very happy to receive my new picks that i ordered it 2 weeks ago from JAPAN ! ! wohoooo~~

from sex machineguns/ anchang, X-japan/ Hide, Luna sea/ Jun onose, to The Gazette, Reita.
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Im so screw-ed

Damn, i now dont have my hse keys with me, i dont have my baby mac with me and im stuck with this computer with hard-to-type keyboard, gosh, the trip was fun, but time taken on travel aint.....

And it took me 20 minutes to write all this, damn the keyboard. Anyway, no update for the moment, not untill i get my Mac back, sorry for the delays, but i will be back with u guys soon....and there is a special guest blogger on the next post, so keep track in a few days (or weeks) hahahahhaha.... take care




current mood- feeling shitty
listening to -Metallica