Just some thoughts

Hey guys, im back quicker than i thought, well, not much to update, im not blogging as a daily base thing, when i have something to blog bout, then i shall blog. Anyway, im officially broke, *smirks*, haha, lets hope i can survive, gonna control my cash usage, blame it on internet shopping...haha... anyone wanna donate some to me? *evil smiles*

So, im sitting in my room on a saturday night, not too often u see me doing this, but, i have to. And here by my brain just ran through something, im missing home finally, well, im always missing the food and environment back home, friends not to miss out. Especially someone special...missing everything bout her, had a long chat with her yesterday night, a really really really long chat, and im happy that some issue that i dint even know that will occur, solve it. And i dint know our background do act as a barrier sometimes, yea i know what u gonna said, as long as both of us love each other and thats it rite? well, sometimes, i really do wanna believe in it, but, in reality, it doesnt happen that easily. But, we'll do whatever it takes to make each other happy....now that, i believe in...cause its love rite? haha, love....really do blinds our vision....

Oh, and i really do wanna rock out hard...man i miss those hard rocking days, when u are so carefree, its just u and ur guitar and a stage along side with your band mates which shares the same passion as u, and just give a hell of a rock show....its been so long that i kinda need the refreshing moments....its not that im not getting any stage time here, but its different...hmmmm, i really dont know what im saying here...haha

Anyway thats all for now, till then rock on....



current mood- having the urge to crank it up to 11
listening to - D'espairsray (redeemer)